Walk :D

Dear Diary,
today I woke up at 11 plus :D Got woken up because my neighbours were drilling:(mmmm my brother made French Toast for me & my mum :D so nice of him :D emmm the air-con repair men came at 2pm...was quite bored.I didn't have anything to do.So I went out for a walk around the neighbourhood.Too bad couldn't meet with Gideon...haha...he needa to go for his eye check-up..so I didn't go visit him :D I was kinda silly, I wore my black jacket..so I felt HOT after awhile..I came home after 1 round..went to help mum with dinner..I was so HUNGRY..I didn't have lunch.Mmmm...so bored... :D Maybe I'll visit Gideon tomorrow:D THANK YOU ALVIN NG!!!THANK YOU FOR CHEERING ME UP :D!!I guess u too understand me like Jia Ling.That sometimes I'm acting strong.Anyways,thank you for being such a GREAT FRIEND!AND ALVIN NG MENG TONG CHEER UP!!! :DDD

love.
maddie:D

29 Nov 2009

Dear Diary,
I really have no idea what I've been doing.I think I need space.To be alone.For awhile.What am I thinking about?Don't dream about things that will never happen.I really feel tired.The last song on my playlist, is what I'm feeling now.although I don't understand a single word.It just shows how I'm feeling now.I'm glad I'll be on my vacation soon.Its the best timing for me to stop thinking and just absorb what I'm gonna learn from the trip.

I really felt hopeless during that time in cell.When I heard what was going on I was just speechless.It really hurts to see the cell being torn apart.Thats something I really don't want to see happen.The only reaction from me was to cry...I really felt useless...that I couldn't do anything to change or to reflect.Although Sam didn't blame anyone who was in worship min,I really felt that I couldn't do anything to save the cell because I wasn't around and I didn't know what was going on.It doesn't mean that I'm not to be blame too.I wasn't really sharing ideas for our cell's Sec 1 newcomers,so partly my fault too.Hmmm...I just pray that all of us will reflect on what happened.

So I guess those of u who have read this, knows what I'm thinking about?okay..bye bye

love.
Maddie:)

SATURDAY!!!

Dear Diary,
I guess I've knew the answer all along.I've just being too stubborn to face it.I've learnt a lot from today service.Praise...yupp..Its cleared my mind and well brought me,even closer to God. Emm...today I slipped and fell down on the stairs.the floor was wet and my converse didn't have enough grip:( just realized a bruise on my right hand...mmmmhad lunch at ikea...yupp...It's been a longtime since I've been there :D..mmm after that was cell..was kinda upset...hmmm..I just cried..mmm..yupp thats why when u saw me with my red eyes..and I just said I'm fine.Yupp..mmm but I hope its fine now:)mmm...yupp :DSorry for being childish at times..I didn't mean to cause u guys any trouble :D

yupp :D
that's all, peace out!
love.
Maddie

Friday :DDD

EMMMMM ELLOOOO:DDDD
Dear Diary,
today I woke up LATE again...heehee...mmm had toasted sandwich :Dyumm..emmm had five-spices chicken for dinner :DDD THANK YOU AUNTIE JO!!!Oh Yeah!!!her cook book is out...its called Soya & Spices mmm....adter munching...I played Wii...Spiderman games and Will Music :D emm after that I went to play my recorder,piano & guitar :D practice practice:D...now still playin guitar :D Argh!!!My com scared me....the whole screen just turned black for 1 sec...oh.... :D
Mmmm...meeting Gideon for lunch tmr:D haha :D mmm...I've tried to turn my world back to normal.. :D mmm...forgotten everything:D mmm...BE HAPPY :D
mmm...quite busy talking to friends online now...so I've nothing much to write about now...so cya :D

love.
Maddie :D

Typical Thursday (TT) :O

hey...
Dear Diary,
today I woke up really late...was really tired...em...had Toast Bread,Kimchi Noodles :DDD...Brunch.. :D Yumm:D after that was clearing up of trash...hehe..my room...has loads of rubbish...mmm...stayed at home the whole day...had spicy chicken wings for dinner.having stomache...mmm ate too much spicy food today.I wish I could go back to when I was little as it all seems like a dream that nothing went wrong,even if something bad happened,it all would be gone...I don't want to feel unhappy because I know thats not me..Because I want everyone around me to be happy together.I hope everything would be fine...great:D I guess my wish this coming christmas would be everyone being able to forgive each other and be happy:D because thats what I want for myself too..to be able to forget and move on :D I know that some of you reading this may feel I'm being hypocrital but thats what I truly wish for.okay..emmm..I'm starting to sound like an old grandma..yupp thats all :DDD cya soon!

love.
monster:D (2E4 I miss u)

Fun :DDDDD

hello world:DDDDD
Dear Diary,
today when I woke up,I wasn't having a fever anymore:DDDD I was so hype :D Had a weird dream...I dreamt that seamonkeys were going to take over the world...Summary is that seamonkeys' owner mistreated them..and well did an evil experiment that made them human-size for fame & fortune...kinda scary & weird...hmmm and so please take good care of your seamonkeys:DDDD
I went out with Jia Ling today :DDD super FUN..went to buy her iTouch :DDDDD..hehe..yupp..erm..after that we went to Dhoby Ghaut to play PARA PARA...but sadly the machine was GONE!!!I think it was spoilt...hmmm...yupp...
mmmm...I don't have anymore hopes on u...because I know it will just hurt more...so thats why I'm leaving...
I wrote a song..hehe..quite EMO like Kenzo's...hehe.....I was just doing it for fun...I really enjoy expressing myself through writing songs about my life or maybe others:DDD
Gonna sleep soon :DDDDD Have an AWESOME WEEK:DDDDD

love.
Maddie:D

HAPPY HAPPY :DDDDD

ELLO:D
Maddie here :DDDDD
Dear Diary,
today,I got back my phone :DDDD I'm so HAPPY :DDDDD hehe...Yupp...I went to the arcade at J8 :DDD...wanted to play PARA PARA :D but so sad...they don't have it there....(T.T)....then I went to Popular to buy notebooks...hehe...I love it :DDDD...emmmm...I bought tights too :DDD hehe...
Yupp...I'm feeling kinda feverish now...mmmm...hehe...i should be fine by tomorrow :DDD Plus I'm going out too :DDD can't disappoint my friend :DDD heehee...wheeee:DDD

LOVE,
MADDIE:DDDD